Back to work

I'm going in for the day, though not rushing to get there this morning. I have many mixed feelings - hope I am up to it emotionally as well as physically.

But, hey, I've gotten through class all week, right?

...what's a heaven for?

Definitely exceeded my grasp today. Made it to 2:30, but now paying the price. Fighting an anxiety attack, sitting here naked from the waist up because I CANNOT GET INTO THAT FUCKING SLING AGAIN. Shoulder hurts, but that is sort of the least of it. My skin feels clammy and I want to scream and kick things.

Wow. Good thing I have a weekend ahead of me.

Have much homework, much to do all around. I was trying to think of the "on the bright side" to interject, and I'm not coming up with one. I hate this, I'm crabby, and I don't want to be nice about it right now.

GROWL!!!

Doing better

Had my little temper tantrum, had a nap, and was more fit for human company. I think Lyssa's take that I was a overwrought is definitely on. Went to see "Gangs of New York," another excellent-but-flawed movie, and the theatre was cold. I am cold now. Can't quite get warmed up. Thinking of a hot bath - up to my chest - no shoulder immersion.

I've had quite enough of this weather. I hope someone out there is enjoying it.